the magnificent bread box video recording time machine

 

i would like to create a time machine to destroy my own personal existence

 

constructed of glistening steel and sparkling diode

 

equipped with pin hole camera and small high resolution monitor

 

programmed with an auto pilot feature of intuitive design

 

a blinking red oval button and a digital clock set to 5 minutes prior

 

i will push the button and murder myself in horrific manner

 

only to watch it 5 minutes in the past on the tiny screen

 

each time i will murder myself a different way after watching the previous murder occur

 

with each death i will destroy a tiny fragment of my identity

 

until there is no new way to die

 

this will happen within a very specific unit of measurement which is beyond tangible measurement

 

a length so brief beyond comprehension

 

in this instant my pysche will finally be at rest

 

on the cusp of

 

non-extant

 

mind