an ecstatic narrative hacked up

into a handkerchief again

& yet I am failing

to figure in any of this:

 

those crows backdropped by this blackness

that transmission of insects

& the pain above my eye I’m only able to shrug to

w/one of my shoulders then the other

 

o another morning executed

how so silently it clicked into place

along w/a sound from the floor up above

like a pregnant animal trying to get comfortable

 

but look here’s enough dust to build us an ark

& conjectures to line both my pockets!

deliberately yellowed I’ll settle into old bones

& raise up the sucker glass to the sky once again

 

so what if my tongue’s stitched w/sound,

a resting place for my memories?

I can’t help but try out each breath again

this time w/my knees even deeper in thought