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| Childrey Merry | |
| by Maria Anderson | |
The prophet Childrey Merry places
hot coals inside his eyes and sees for the first time, a deep sensation that
reaches through his toes and takes root in the grainy soil. He welcomes fevers,
the purification and lust and vision, that drench his skin and coat his tongue
in soft white foam.
Trees grow in the walls,
sprouting from the trash in the alleys like rats. All over the world even men
are becoming trees, this infestation showing no sign of stopping.
Long streets of burnt pockets
make up the dirty market town. Trees infest dead wood houses, crawling around
on the floor. Men can become trees. One day Childrey turns into a tree for the
sin of seeing.
His hands and feet grow hard and
knotted, the texture turns rough, and dirt and moss appear in the creases that
once were spaces between fingers. These fingers are long, brittle, curling in
on themselves. Feet and legs become heavy and hard to move. Brown in color.
Dark, rigid. Extremities contort, roots grow in place of bones, intricate water
systems curl in gentle tendrils. What shows is decay.
Decaying bark’s stink plants the
wife of Childrey in a separate bed. She refuses to touch him in his awful state
and he misses the comfort of her eyes sitting on top of his. The villagers know
he is cursed. He must have done evil to warrant such strangeness and they guess
at this evil in the taverns and market streets. This change in form can only
yield a change in function, in fiction, and when the walls come down we are
free but in this freedom all is falling around us, all the birds on the roof
fall into our hair with cats and leaves from the rain gutter and rain falls
too, and the rivers and streams and hordes of bees and cattle swarm about,
their fingernails aglow.
Childrey tries to hack off his
palms. This does not work. He then attempts to sheer off the outside of his
hands—his true fingers must be somewhere underneath; he can feel them.
But the knife yields a dark sap, a fetid smell. He only manages to peel up a
small corner of handbark, but even from this wound sap and amber pus oozes. The
babies of the village curse in strange tongues and every virgin's hair falls
out. The sun gleams on these pale bald heads. He hears screaming, and then
realizes that this hoarse animal noise is coming from him.
He falls asleep in his bed. The
village boys have piled moist soil from the garden on the sheets, but the cool
loam feels good on his tired barkback and so he leaves it be. His middle grows
rounder, more trunklike, and his pewter belt buckle falls to the ground. In the
morning Childrey awakes alone. The villagers believe a spirit inhabits him and
takes its own form from within his body. While he sleeps they pack up their
belongings and abandon him. His wife leaves too, with their young son. Childrey
cries, sobbing deeply, and his inhalations wind in his deep insides and click
like chimes from deep in his stomach. He is alone in the forest, surrounded by
trees.
He wails for his lost wife and
son. Childrey doesn’t want to be alone. Suddenly, slow murmuring around him, the
vague whispers of the trees, turns to singing, and he realizes that the grove,
every plant, is humming, the subtle rise of which builds to a low, droning
chant. He joins in. He chants with the forest every morning, and he is content.
He grows to be an ancient tree, with serpentine roots and friendly fingers of
vine caressing his body. Time passes, and he learns to slow the sap of his
thoughts and movements. One winter he meets a medusa tree, with snakes winding
in her leaves and through her nostrils. The next day she explodes, something to
do with tree sap expansion, but this does not make sense to Childrey. Flowers
open and rot away to notes of music playing like slow honey through the air.
Colors deepen and appear more wondrous than before. He sees with tree eyes,
which are not eyes at all, and hears with tree ears, which are not ears at all.
His mouths are all over his body, every toe consuming. The earth morphs to his
new sense of vision and he sees through every branch and every root as his real
eyes cloud over, harden, and fall out. His village forgets him, but some years
he smells his wife or child’s scent on the breeze as it winds through the
forest.
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